I posted this exact pic on my vision board.
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And then I saw it come to life.
Probably about three years ago, after we lost our first pregnancy. It seemed too good to be true. I was just about to turn 35, we were celebrating our ONE year wedding anniversary in a few months and we got pregnant on vacation !
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Then you hear the words “sorry there is no heartbeat”. And your heart breaks. It breaks over and over and over again with every passing month. Every month with a negative pregnancy test. Every month you get your period. Every month you get older.
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And then the fertility treatments start. Let’s try this, let’s do that. I’ll eat pineapple, I’ll get acupuncture, I’ll do all the meditations and use all the crystals. Then what? It doesn’t work.
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We were one of the lucky ones. I told myself over and over and over again. I manifested the shit out of this ! IVF was going to work the first time for us. And it did, it worked. It truly is a miracle. We have our miracle. And I realize this every day. I know there are still others on their own journey, on this long hard road that seems endless and hopeless. To all those who are still in the trenches, to all those who have experienced a loss, to all of those who have had a cancelled cycle. I see you, I hear you. YOU GOT THIS !